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so so so confused,i no longer no what i want, and i certainly don't know what you want anymore-i thought i did but i was wrong.im fed up of waiting and feeling like time is being wasted, even if it was to be worth the wait.you tell me one thing and it means another, you tell me things i don't really want to hear, yet im still here waiting for you to decide and tell me what you want. and tbh i don't know why-well i do know why actually its cos i love you.even if you can't return it.so please make your decision now so i can make mine....x<3