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well I've finally come to my senses after all this time. I don't care if writing this makes me come across as selfish-I just want to do something for myself now-no one else just me. I'm stick of all the arseholes, liars and idiots who seem to be takin me for a ride. I'm sick of the childish games u seem to be into and always having to be the bitch and ask the same question over and over-even though I always get the same answer for some reason it just doesn't reassure me at all. yeah I really like u and stuff but there is just to much drama that comes along with it and tbh I don't want that-I don't want any grudges to be held or any bitch comments to be made whenever were together just because they are not with you. its not because I care what people think of me cos I don't-and no that isn't me saying I'm better than you. I just know I'll be made out to be the arsehole if I react to the comments. I'm not asking you to change or make new friends I'm simply saying that if you really wanted this to work then you would at least try to prevent me from hearing things I don't wanna hear. I've been told I'm a very resourceful person and tbh I am I know all basically. I wrote this not to look like a selfish bitch that only cares about herself but to point out that I'm sick of getting upset about stupid wee things and worrying then having to question you-that isn't who or what I'm about so if things don't change I'm going to be the new steph who trusts no one but herself. I'm gunno be a happier steph who doesn't give a fuck bout all the wee immature dicks who thrive on drama. cos I'm done arguing I'm just done.... ;)x