wowwwwwweeeee

i didn't know it was possible to feel so many emotions all in one day. jeee whizz.
hyperness, sad, hyperness again, happy, extremely angry, ill because of anger, pretty low, reassured and then happiest i've been since well forever.
i've learnt that things happen for a reason, but yeah so what they've happened and with a little thing called trust i know it won't happen again, yes I KNOW.
things have been said, yet i regret nothing and meant everything.
if it came across as harsh-it had to-just cos i was upset and wanted to get my point across.
i have to admit i was surprised by your reaction.
im glad you talked-let me know some stuff that i didn't already know
and things i wanted to know.
luckily im "stupid" and i let people away with treating me like shit :)
you may think you have treated me like shit, but technically you haven't even done anything wrong.........techhhhnically.
but yeah
im so so so so so so so happy right now. everything got cleared up.
:)
you make me feel so special and that is why im only "stupid" for you.
because your amazing, different but amazing.
and i love that about you.
thank you so much for just being you and words cannot describe it actually.
and oh oh oh as of tonight, i am no longer being "that bitch" i want to retract all the horrible looks i've ever given, all the comments i've said to people that i haven't even given a chance to get to know, and finally i will try my best to get along with everyone, because its a waste of time and evergy arguing with people over petty pathetic things.

okay i take back the word "all" because some of you fuckers really deserved every horrible stare and every harsh word thrown in your direction, but to all of those i don't really know and you don't really know me....im sorry :)

HAAPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :) (L) xo!